Saturday, October 25, 2008 @ 8:30 PM

I m too lazy to blog...

I did go for the chocolate buffet last nite,
it nt wad i expected... overall it nt so bad ba....

p.s: nt i wan to spend so much money, juz tat out of curious...(just like a kid, like to try new stuff)

tired tired tired is wad i m now...
I had a long chat with he rui last nite, almost 1hrs and we din realise tat it midnight 12.20am..
lol i told her abt him, as a ldr wad he did to us, i knw he din mean it or wadever,
but to me i juz cant accept wad he is doing, he make us feel like he is ordering us.
or
mayb there some misunderstanding btw us ba....

or mayb in his eyes he think tat i had no interest abt my own EC?
my ans is althought i told u tat i had no whr to go tat y i choose shatec,
but doesnt mean tat i don have any interest in pastry in the future,
in a team, i will try my best to do wadever i can, i wont pull everyone down.

I more and more hate myself for being so bitchy to talk behind him...
but i juz wan to let out all my thoughts....

oh ya sometimes i had alot of question to ask myself,
but i cant even ans my own question, so funny rite? lol

why does ppl organise outing and don go in the last min?
why does ppl treat mi like tat?
why does ppl knw tat i m in such a low mood, they purposly keep saying stuff tat i don wish to listen?
and alot more, i juz cant rmb wad i asked myself ;/


To wendi: pardon mi to krap ur fone tat day, coz i m in a low mood, i knw tat i cant control my temper, i don wish to ans anyones call in order to say something harsh to someone tat is nt involve.